i wish i had the balls to kill myself
I won’t hesitate to detonate i’m short fuse #wutang
I felt something light fall on my shoulder and scurry down my arm so i brushed my arm and shined my laptop light on my bed and saw this GIGANTIC FREAKIN SPIDER crawling away as fast as it could. I was so scared i fell off the edge of my bed and pulled all of my covers off with me knocking over my radio on my way down-turning the volume up super loud. i stood up with my now closed laptop still in my hands and slammed it down on the spider like twelve times. I turned down the radio and got some leftover paper towels (used for my paint brushes) and cleaned up the severed legs and body. I don’t sleep in appropriate sleepwear, so i’m just glad i didn’t wake anyone up and have them run into my room to see what the hell was going on. I probably looked like i was on drugs
The WORST part is that it’s the third and biggest i have killed in a week. And i’ve found a few bites from the little shits. Makes me want to take everything out and spray for spiders! I think they crawl in through my vent those bastards. Now i’m going to have my tarantula nightmare and wake up crying. i know it. :( :( :(
Spiders are traumatizing.